I got exactly what I deserved. The world was doing me a favor by not allowing it to go any further.
This is the first act that has restored my trust in humanity in many, many years. Unfortunately it came at my expense. But strangely, I feel the world was doing me a favor by not letting me lose myself. I need to be true. There are too many people to help. That's my life's work. No matter how much it hurts.
I can't avoid what I must become.